…’these ideas of mine//percolate the mind‘… well hey there everyone! it’s been a difficult week at work mentally and physically. while i enjoy a challenge, i do recognize that i have my limitations when i’m not having the time to eat breakfast and then lunch rolls around for me at 3pm. then, i look at the laundry list of things still on my ‘to do’ list and before i know it i’m collapsing into bed once again to attempt the strength to do it all over the next day. a wee bit dramatic perhaps but if you have every worked for a start up or small company, then you know what i’m talking about! every.single.member of the team is absolutely vital for the success and failure of a company and it’s difficult sometimes to put the distance between your work/play time. well, at least it is in my mind anyway! i wouldn’t say i’m experiencing insomnia yet but i have definitely tossed and turned on my pillow running down a list of things that i need to take care of or achieve in the coming days.
i’ve been trying to enjoy the small glimpses of focused energy creating beautiful things:
and then sometimes i come home to a special delivery c/o my wonderful lifemate who found these on a gilt sale :swoon:
in the meantime, i will try not to allow my thoughts to consume me but when people are dying of a horrible, incurable disease i’m allowed to sing fiona at the top of my lungs
or maybe wear an octopus on my head sometimes. while working towards finding a viable treatment.
thanks for sticking with me and reading! i will try to update more often than i did this past week but i really think the ‘unplugging’ helped me relax a bit. as much as i love technology, i just needed to stop all external stimuli to chill out.